Feelings can be "disordered," but sins can come from acting on them.) We are responsible for our is a deed. But we always love ourselves: we always seek our own good.
Love is "the works of love." Jesus had different feelings toward different people. Indeed, the only reason why we feel dislike toward ourselves and berate ourselves is precisely because we do love ourselves!
There is enormous misunderstanding and confusion about it today.
In fact, there are at least six common misunderstandings.
On our part, that was the most unjust, evil, and hateful thing we ever did; but on God's part, that was His perfect justice, because it was perfect love, and so good that we call the holiday on which we celebrate this murderous deed "Good Friday." But no word is more misunderstood in our society than the word love. And part of the Gospel, the "good news," is that it is available to us; that Christ is the plug that connects us to the infinite supply of divine love-electricity. (Interestingly, we no longer usually classify friendship as one of the loves.
That is probably why we seldom write great tributes to it, as the ancients did.) To solve this translation problem, it may be necessary to insist on using the Greek word instead of any of the misleading English translations, even at the risk of sounding snobbish or scholarly, so that we do not confuse this most important thing in the world with something else in our minds, and consequently risk missing it in our lives.
Humanity never has the 20 wrong political opinions. When five men and six women are in a room, there are only 11 people there, not 12. Jesus commands us to love not humanity but our neighbor, all our neighbors: the real individuals we meet, just as He did. Kindness is the sympathy with and the desire to relieve another's suffering. The number one argument for atheism stems from the confusion between love and kindness.
He died for me and for you, not for "humanity." The Cross has our names written on it, not the name humanity. The more we love someone, the more our love goes beyond kindness.
(That's why He is a Trinity: He is Love; Beloved, and Loving, complete love in three Persons. Everything in Him is love.) Even His justice is love.
Paul identifies "the justice of God" in Romans with the most apparently unjust event in all history: deicide, or the murder of God, the crucifixion; for that was God's great act of love. Lewis's unpretentious little masterpiece is the greatest thing in the world.